2005-10-26 2:24 p.m.
from an email I sent to Lindsay
I realize that I have been too headstrong in running my life these days. I've been living out of fear and feelings of need. I think I need to swing the pendulum back to the place of abundance, to the mindspace where I simply know things are going to work out. That's when I can thrive and really be who I am.
My mom and I had a long spiritual talk last night. She observed that my spiritual side was undernourished. IT WAS A BREAKTHROUGH! Spirituality is always at its root an issue of one thing, and it's faith. Faith was the problem: I had lost my faith!
My life is out of balance because I am worrying too much about money while not honoring the other parts of my life. So, I am going to try to finance this string of projects (new album, short movie, new book) with balance and calm, rather than money. I have been really getting into the pull/wish/worry model of being. I'm going to work on my life so I get myself back over on the other side, towards the being–ok–and–knowing–that–creating–is–the–point–and–that–it–will–all–be–all–right side.
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